Sometimes I Forget...

Things have been far from easy lately.  

Things have been hard to live with and also to watch. 

Things are frustrating and bring me to tears sometimes.  

They leave me quiet and feeling helpless at times.  

They leave me wondering and asking questions to which, at the moment, there are no answers.  

They leave me feeling like I am fighting a losing battle.  

So now I am tired, frustrated, and crying.  BUT What I forget is that...

"In every season I know You love me You go before me You shield my way Your hand upholds me I know You love me"   

I can not put into words how I feel when I am reminded of this.  

I know that You are not just watching me from on high, but You are besides me and at times carrying me through.

"In the chaos, in confusion, 

I know You're sovereign still. In my moment of my weakness You give me grace to do Your will."  

I also have to remember that I am doing Your will.  

There is a purpose and a reason for this.  

I may not know it yet and it reality I may never know, 

but I trust in all of your promises that are written in to me in Your word.