I am speechless...

So God is putting new things in my heart.

In the past I would take the idea and run with it.

God would always say to me,

"Whoa, hold on let me tell you what I want you to do!"

But by that point

I was to far gone and I didn't hear.

Then farther down the road I was lost

and then I'd stop and say, 

"Um God um what am I supposed to be doing?

I want things to be different this time.

Very different.

I want God involved in every step.
I want Him leading and me following.

So I prayed, 

Lord, I am leaving this in your hands.

Then He brought to my memory the verse that says

"For I know the plans I have for you", and also "seek me and you shall find"

I get to church tonight and my mind starts wandering with possibilities.

And well like the saying goes, the possibilities are endless.

But God used this little girl by having her draw me a picture
and she put it in my bible.

When I open my bible I get three "surprises".

One: a beautiful drawing by one precious little girl.

Two: a verse I underlined years ago

Proverbs 3:5-6

Trust in the Lord with all your heart 

and lean not on your own understandings;

In all your ways acknowledge Him 

and He shall direct your path.

Three: another part that is not underlined.

Proverbs 4:11-13

I have taught you in the ways of wisdom;

I have led you in the right paths.

When you walk your steps will not be hindered. 

When you run, you will not stumble.

Take firm hold of instruction, do not let go. 

Keep her for she is your life.

God, 

you constantly leave me speechless.

When you answer, you answer
and I am not left wanting more.

I am satisfied. 
I know what you are speaking to my heart. 
I am no longer wondering anything because I know you are leading.
And in the end, I no longer have questions.
All I have is Your peace in my heart.